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Only when the last tree has died
and the last river been poisoned
and the last fish been caught
will we realize we cannot
eat money.
                        - Cree Indian Proverb

 

Real Life

 I Got This Covered 

don`t worry about it,
I`ll fuck this up for
the both of us.
all I need
is to believe
that this feeling
in my stomach
has something to do
with this
thing hanging
from my sleeve.
and with a little help from
my self-sabotaging past
and my unrealistic future,
I`ll have us fucked in no time.



Nutshell

there`s a concert ticket
on my nightstand,
and some money in
my jeans.
people tell me
I should want more,
but I don`t know
what that means.
I have a job,
some records,
and heaps of books
to read.
to me, that`s more
than enough;
it`s everything
I need. 

Mind Fucking Breeds Negativity

all this sophisticated

mind fucking may

never lead to

a child,

but it leaves the

heart fat full

with possibilities

of demise.

we breed desire

in the shadows

and then turn around

and gut it

with a staple

come sunrise.

slow and painful is

the life of a kid

who gives up

on love before

t
he gun is fired.

hope is a wounded crane

caught in the trap

of trivial cynicism

and it’s cries are

muffled with

intellect and

philosophical dogma.

i`m sick with self-love,

which is really just

self-hate with

quirky anecdotes and

good lighting.

Round round get around,
I get around...

Paris, France
Best busking I've ever heard in Metro!

Billings, Montana
Snuck backstage and met Hanson! They signed my axe. Taylor, I still love you!

Madrid, Spain
A lovely gentleman I happened upon.

Sydney, Australia
 One of the most tuned-in people I have ever encountered, and he's about as serious as I am.

Billings, Montana
My little sister and I with Gavin Rossdale from BUSH. Had him sign my Converse sneaker! What a good sport.

Cancun, Mexico
Zip lining...upside down...for shits and giggles.

Billings, Montana
The first time I was ever brave enough to do the limbo at the skating rink.  I lost :)

London, England
Sometimes you run into Sienna Miller when you're trying to find the Piccadilly Tube.

Portland, Oregon
Ummm...one of the best nights of my life!

Park City, Utah
Meeting my favorite actress in world, the wonderful Catherine Keener!

Grand Junction, Colorado
First time I ever dyed my hair with henna.

Los Angeles, California
I introduced his guy to cocunut juice. Yummy!

Cody, Wyoming
Little guys holding a sign I made of a protest.

Auckland, New Zealand
Motto to live by...

Austin, Texas
Speaking of random, I got this on 6th St.

South of France
Dudes with pipes and beards and walking sticks are umm...EPIC!

Seattle, Washington
Kurt Cobain's house. Fyi, I jumped the fence!

San Diego, California
Front row that The Kills show!

Palm Springs, California
Laundromat where a guy tried to sell me drugs. Please note how weird the word "landromat" is.

Billings, Montana
Sign I made and held with this lovely lady on Easter Sunday.
Somewhere In Nevada
This guy taught me all about "old school truckers" while I was trucking.


Just For the Taste of It

my need for discomfort

is synthetic like my

protein shake.

you’re an ingredient

for flavor

and I lack the

palate and patience

to appreciate.

i break up with you

over and over,

but really I am

trying to get away

from the vulnerability

you bring up

in me.

and I tell myself

i didn’t love you;

i didn’t know you;

i didn’t want you…

but time tells

a different tale.

i do love you;

i did know you,

and I will always want you.

my love is real,

though there are

moments when

i wish it were not.


 

Calcium Deficiency

i take you in

any way

i can.

i ingest

your hopes,

your lies,

your secrets.

you rob

my sensitivity

with fear

like caffeine

robs the body

of calcium.

i am deficient

in logic

because

all I see is

you.

humiliation

by love

is the only

fix.

i am not broken,

but sometimes

i break.


To Know or Not To Know

you say you

hardly know me

and I guess

I’m hard to

know.

 

with all these

conflicts surfacing,

my fight will not

lie low.

 

maybe we can

only know

ourselves,

and the rest

is just for

show.

 

but I got sick

of hurting you,

so I let

the whole thing

go.


HOW MUCH TRUTH DO YOU DARE?

 

there are no false

beats in my chest,

only false instincts

with contrived steps.

you found a way in,

but I don`t know

what it means.

i`m too busy

navel-gazing

to interpret these things.

to be understood is

simply overrated.

what value do you

posses if you`re so

easily translated?

i`m not looking for

someone to match

my intellect;

i`m merely waiting for

someone to loathe me

with a healthy amount

of respect.

your efforts are to no avail,

and you have the audacity

to question why.

and the truth is i`m sickened

by the mediocrity of your

elegant lie.  

 

 Fall in love with life every day!

I love...


 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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